No. I have not gone mad. At least not quite yet.
This week has been a month. On 25 did. Yes, Christmas was a month ago on 25. That day I received a breath of life from afar. Perhaps at close range at a time. And no, I've gone crazy.
It was February 2008 and I found him walking. Both were walking every man for himself. When we come to see us off each other. Despite the cold, he looked the best of their smiles. I did not realize it until after to give me the news. In fact, this was the best of their smiles, but we had all used to it.
I have found a lung cancer, "he said. It is too early to tell, but between six months and one year calculated. It was then appreciated that smile was still there. That smile so yours will never forget.
a few months in the inner circle, trying to become aware that perhaps in the worst case, would not this Christmas 2008. But it was not so: not only reached this Christmas, but also came to the 2009 .... and practically to 2010. Overcoming a cancer that not only virtually stopped, but I was beginning to subside.
During this time we have been seeing. I always had the feeling that, more than I see him, it was he who saw me. I think I was only a witness over the ease with which addressed everything. Peace of mind. From his calm. In his lust for life. Fighting. To win. The intensity with which he took every minute. An intensity that always went hand in hand with an extraordinary calm.
And the brightness of his eyes. That bright I guess everyone has each day knows that, that day, it is stealing to death. That is living life one day.
has given me many lessons along this time!
A time of crisis in which we had to look .... to the length of the burner flame: For longer and not have to buy another. Hard times. Very hard.
During these years, whenever I saw everything dark fate (I swear it was the chance) I put forward to Joan . The gave me that smile. We chatted for a while any banality. And when we parted I returned to have everything in place.
always wanted to thank him. But I did not. And suffered for it the day of his funeral on December 25 2010.
Today, I know you did not need me to tell. Today I know that at least since I was diagnosed with the disease until the last day, gave a lesson of life to those around him and wanted to receive. And today I also know that this time was that he felt more alive than ever.
What
who motivates the motivator? So if you think I am a motivator ... you know: I'm an apprentice alongside Joan and lessons.
had to make this tribute.
And do me a favor. In fact, házselo to those around you. In fact, you háztelo: Grab you by the lapels to life and look at him in the eye. For life in you see that gleam in his eye: From someone like you, he steals a day to death and is living the life. With the best of your smiles.
You know I hug to say goodbye. Now will you let me hug give it to Joan. Embracing each of the hearts of the people who loved him. Because Joan still alive: He lives there. And I know he's smiling.
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